.15 August, 2007 ' 4:38 PM Y
I'M EXHAUSTED!!!!
Too much work, didn't get enough rest/sleep, complicated relationship, get too emotional lately... Gosh! Wat's happening to me??? My work load is too much for me to handle now. Trying my best to get rid all the shipments & documents on my desk as soon as possible. Accounts chasing for payment. I feel like an idiot! While trying to push myself with all these work, there's my manager, surfing the net! ARGH!!! Seriously, i'm sick & tired of this job! F**K!!!! I can't even rest or get to sleep in peace coz my body is aching like hell & another reason i keeps on thinking bout him? Has he reached home? Or is he out there with his frens??? Our relationship seems to be far apart right after i'm back from Tioman. It's juz a small misunderstanding but it was our ego tat makes our relationship turn sour. End up, we agreed to be frens like we used to be...
I'm trying hard to accept you & your love, i promise... If u can only give me the time & chance.
i'm not the type to get my heart broken
i'm not the type to get upset and cry
cause i never leave my heart open
never hurts me to say goodbye
relationships don't get deep to me
never got the whole in love thing
and someone can say they love me truely
but at the time it didn't mean a thing
my mind is gone, i'm spinning round
and deep inside, my tears i'll drown
i'm losing grip, what's happening
i stray from love, this is how i feel
this time was different
felt like, i was just a victim
and it cut me like a knife
when you walked out of my life
now i'm, in this condition
and i've, got all the symptoms
of a girl with a broken heart
but no matter what you'll never see me cry
did it happen when we first kissed
cause it's hurting me to let it go
maybe cause we spent so much time
and i know that it's no more
i shoulda never let you hold me baby
maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
i didn't give to you on purpose
gotta figure out how you stole my heart
how did i get here with you, i'll never know
i never meant to let it get so, personal
after all i tried to do, stay away from loving you
i'm broken hearted, i can't let you know
and i won't let it showyou won't see me cry
all my life...
